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Orlando
,
United States
I woke up hung-over again, and with no time to repack my bag. All I was able to do was grab the first set of clothes from the top of my rucksack and head out the door to get my taxi.
When I'd changed hostels I thought I had it all worked out so perfectly: I had just three sets of clean clothes left, which was exactly correct, so I didn't need to do any laundry before the journey home and I had all the clean ones sitting at the top of my bag for easy access.
I had even gone as far as thinking that the Cuba t-shirt might not go down too well with the US authorities, and nor might the Che Guevara one; so I'd put the Cuba one to the bottom for changing into after my overnight flight and the Che one on top, for wearing the day before I left.
That's
how organised I was when I moved hostels. Unfortunately I'd been a bit too hung-over and lazy to change the morning before and it was only on the way out the door I realised that I hadn't wanted to wear the Che t-shirt that day. I thought about going back in and rummaging through my bag to change, but then I thought ''This is ridiculous, surely nobody could really care about a t-shirt?" and decided it was more important to get to the airport on time.
At Panama airport I was subjected to the most unpleasant and high security experience since Heathrow Terminal 5 at the start of the trip over a year previously. It was all long queues and aggressive-looking security staff. After the X-ray machine and metal detector, I was just about to pick up my cabin bag and walk away, when a large aggressive security woman shouted at me in an American accent.
Sir!
There is a knife in your bag. You
will
have to hand it over. I knew I didn't have a knife in my bag, so I said that I didn't think there was one. She didn't like that one bit:
Sir, there
is
a knife in your bag and you
will
hand it over
. I tried saying that I really didn't think there was, but she walked towards me and, after looking at the X-ray screen, pointed at the side pocket.
In here
. I opened it up and saw my corkscrew, which I suppose does have a jaggy bit on the end, but it would never have occurred to me to move it from my hand luggage. I took it out to show her and started to say
It's not a knife, it's just a corkscrew
but she interrupted and said
Sir you
cannot
take that on board. Hand it over
. No please. No thank you. And no sign we were in a nice third world country or Latin America.
I said goodbye to my beloved corkscrew and carried on, depressed, for the next stage of this nightmare journey Joanne had booked for me. The original plan had been to fly from South America, but it would have cost something ridiculous like two or three hundred pounds more, one way. Then we thought I could fly from Central America, which was much cheaper, but it looked like all of the flights transit through the US, which I wouldn't have worried about too much, but with all these fascist policies that were brought in on the back of
9-11
, it meant that, strictly speaking, you can no longer transit through the States: everyone has to go through immigration, presumably so everyone is thoroughly checked out. In fact, recently they had introduced another hurdle, to wit, everyone has to have a visa – or a visa waiver – even
including
US citizens coming home, I'm told.
Still, it was the cheapest way of getting home, so I thought I would put up with the extra inconvenience, and had applied for and printed off the pre-filled visa waiver form. As a last twist in my journey, Joanne had discovered it would be considerably cheaper to land in Belfast, and take a budget carrier from there to Glasgow, and there was one flight a bit too soon after I landed, or else I'd have to wait at the airport for most of the day. It was going to be a horrible journey: Panama to Orlando, a couple of hours wait before flying to Newark, more waiting before the overnight flight to Belfast, then the whole day in the airport before a 50 minute flight to Glasgow. But we had no money left, so it had to be the cheapest option.
When we landed in Orlando, the entire atmosphere was tense and aggressive. Even the people cleaning the toilets before you go through security were scowling and staring at everyone; I'm tempted to say that they were all agents, paid to glean what information they could while terrorists still have their guard – and their pants – down. Maybe they were, or maybe they just hated their minimum wage jobs and all the people that dirtied their toilets.
If I thought the toilet cleaners were scary, they had nothing on all the staff in the immigration hall. Everyone looked very serious. And the queue was long. This was going to be a very long wait. Having travelled through several Communist dictatorships and a few highly militarised countries, this was the most blatant display of control and power I had witnessed on the trip; and certainly the most intimidating, which I suppose it the largest part of the intention. Standing in the queue I felt like I was in some dystopic science fiction story. A video screen at the front of every queue on a loop repeated the message that America is a fantastic country, full of lovely happy genuine, generous people, and above all it is a friendly and welcoming place; meanwhile - I can't remember if it was another screen, PA, or just a notice - informed us of all sorts of rules and regulations. Actually I think it must have been an announcement as I remember that being on a loop as well. It told me things like if I did not obey every command given to me by the immigration officer I was in breach of US law; if I did not answer every question he asked me completely honestly (whether relevant or not) I was in breach of US law; if I did not fill in my form correctly I was in breach of US law. And every time, I couldn't help myself from mentally adding to the end,
and likely to be whisked off to Guantanamo or disappeared to Diego Garcia
; it might have been the frequent references to sinister-sounding organisations like Homeland Security that completed the job, but I was beginning to feel quite scared. Friendly and welcoming, my arse! All this intimidation and I wanted to shout out
I don't even want to come into your horrible country anyway!! Just let me though! I'd have stayed on the plane if you'd let me!
but of course that would have been in breach of US law and probably entitled me to immediate summary sentencing by the Department of Homeland Security.
Jason Kester, who runs this website, wrote in his blog last year that he didn't like Bolivia much and it made him nervous because of his experiences at the border, but the Bolivian border has absolutely
nothing
on what the US does. It is truly awful.
So it was in this state of heightened anxiety that I found myself at the front of the queue, able finally to watch what the procedure was at the desk. I wanted to make sure I got it right. It seemed to involve all sort of invasive procedures like having your retinas and finger prints scanned, but for all I knew it also involved having your blood taken or getting branded by the immigration officer, so I wanted to watch closely. As I was looking on, the immigration officer looked up and I gave him a friendly half-smile automatically, as if to say
hi, I'm next
. In return I was greeted with a hard scowl, a very slow and pointed look down at my t-shirt, and a slow and pointed return to scowl at my face again. I thought
Oh shit! I should have taken the time to change my t-shirt after all, but surely these highly trained people with such an important job to do are not so infantile and narrow-minded that something like a t-shirt would actually arouse suspicion
. Then it was my turn to step forward.
The officer looked like he was about 19 years old and he had his head shaved, though not bald, just like a neo-Nazi – or someone in the army, I suppose. But he was podgy and when he spoke he sounded like a hick to me, though I'm not good with American accents, so maybe that's just what an Orlando accent sounds like. I handed over my documents and he asked me where I was going (
Glasgow, Scotland
) and where I was travelling from (
Panama City
). He asked what my flight number to Glasgow was and was not impressed when I said I didn't know because it wasn't with the same airline, but I had my schedule all the way to Belfast. He took my schedule and wrote all the flight numbers on my visa waiver form. Then he asked how long I've been out of the country. I told him about fourteen months and straight-away, he shot back at me
And where did you get the money for a trip like that? Were you working?
– No courtesy, no manners, just barked questions like a sergeant-major. I told him; no I had been moving too much to have time to work, but that I
was
obviously working before I started travelling.
How much money did you have "saved up" for a trip like that?
he asked, which I thought was none of his business, but remembering the sign and where I was I decided I'd rather answer him than have a bullet put in the back of my head, or spend the next four years in an orange jump suit, having daily near-drowning experiences and no contact with the outside world. After every answer I gave he responded with a cheeky little
uh-huh?
as if to say
well that's what you say now, but I'm sure we'll get the truth out of you one way or another
. Next question was
And did you declare all that money when you first entered the US?
By this time my initial desire to shout out that I didn't even want to get into the country had turned into a constant internal dialogue. I think it was the only way I could cope with the situation. Internal dialogue said [
Just how stupid are these people, haven't they heard of cash machines? And why has he assumed that I've already been through the US. I didn't even want to come near your horrible country
], but I just told him that I had it in a bank account and drew it as I needed it, then had to point out that this was the first time I'd come to the US on this trip when he started pursuing the
did you declare last time
line. At about this time he indicated that I should now submit to having my biometric data stolen from me against my will and I gave up my fingers and eyes to the fascists. Meanwhile,
The Thing
started leafing through my passport and turning it to read the visas and stamps. At one point he seemed to jump a little, with shock I think, and asked
What did you think of China?
; he could not have crammed more suspicion into his voice [
Oh my god these people really are stupid
], so I just told him that I liked it and I thought that Beijing was an amazing city, cue
uh-huh?
. In retrospect, I realise I should have said at that point
Man what a horrible place, I couldn't stand those Commies. I couldn’t get out of there fast enough
, but I hadn't quite grasped how stupid they are yet.
So
Hulk
continued with the leafing, then another little shocked jump, somehow he did cram more suspicion into his voice as he lowered his lumbering brows and asked
And what did you think of Vietnam
, as if he was catching me by surprise and I wouldn't have expected him to think of that one. In truth I was dumbfounded that their front line against terrorism could be so stupid and pick such predictable targets. I just said
Yeah I really liked Vietnam
. Next, and this time I couldn't believe it, he asked the same question again, but this time the country was Cambodia. I didn't have the heart to tell him that, despite the name of the ruling party, the country is anything but Communist. I felt like helping him out: [
Oh look – there's a Lao stamp, shouldn't you be asking me about Laos next? But you probably don't even believe that the US were in there. OK – look Bolivia! – now they're real Commies, ask me about that!
]. I told him I didn't like Cambodia so much, then panicked as I realised that the next thing I was going to say when he asked why was that the wealth divide in that country was a disgrace and a huge shock after the absence of inequality in Vietnam; quickly I back-peddled in my mind and managed to salvage
It was the poverty, there was a lot of poverty there
. [
Whew! I'd have been in trouble if, in America, I'd said anything against the wealth divide, the very cornerstone of Capitalism
].
Anyway, this went on for some time, asking me more questions about money and what I did for a living, a lot of things that were nothing to do with him, all asked in the rudest, most aggressive manner; and then he changed tack and said suddenly
Have you ever been arrested?
now sounding triumphant and of course when I responded
No!
, getting into the psych-war by ladling as much incredulity and scorn into my voice as I thought I could get away with, he came back with a more satisfied than ever
UH-HUH?
and turned away from me to his computer, where he went tackity-tack for a few minutes, before turning back, not to me but to my visa waiver form where he took a red pen and wrote a big
S
and circled it. Then he theatrically picked up my passport, just to remind me he had it I think, and ordered
Follow me!
So walking away from the immigration desks (I'd not seen anyone else leaving their post) we went through a back room, the doors of which he opened and closed at both ends with special security keys, and ended up at the luggage carousel.
Identify your bag and collect it
, he demanded. Now this was a shock; I hadn't expected to see my bag again until Belfast, but there it was going round on the carousel.
Wait over here
he indicated some plastic seats outside a room with blacked-out windows. I sat down and he disappeared with my passport. I couldn't believe this, after all the supposedly dodgy places we had been, it's the US where they hold my passport to ransom, just like I'd heard tales of from people travelling through corrupt former Soviet republics, and it's the US where it looked like I was about to be strip-searched, judging by the room I was sitting outside.
They left me sitting there for about twenty minutes, which was more than enough time for me to start worrying about the contents of my bag: [
Oh shit! The medicine bag!
] I'd forgotten (and not had time) to go through it that morning, containing the various drugs you probably need a prescription for in the States, but surely they wouldn't be too bothered by that, surely the worst that could happen is they'd take them off me when I said I didn't realise? Then there was the lovely decorative carved pipe, covered in traditional weaving, I'd bought in Bolivia; could they arrest me on the grounds that it was drugs paraphernalia? I didn't know, but considering how I'd been treated so far, I didn't feel particularly happy about it. Even if it ended with nothing more than a slap on the wrist, I wasn't at all looking forward to the strip-search that seemed inevitable now. That was when I realised: the red
S
on my form, that must be what it stands for;
Search
, or
Strip
perhaps.
Finally the
orc
came back with another officer of the regime, handed him my passport, and he left. The new one asked me if I could please put my bags up on a table a few yards from where I was sitting; it was one if those long desks they always have at customs, which they use for searching bags. At least this guy's manner was nicer; I assume the customs guys aren't trained to be as nasty as immigration for some reason. By the time I got to the desk he was paging through my passport.
Quite the world traveller
he said, as I lifted my bags up.
Yes, I was on a round the world trip
I explained.
Uh-huh? And what did you think of China?
, he said, stopping at that page. [
Oh god, here we go again! Can't they think in any way that deviates from their indoctrination?
].
Yeah I really liked it, Beijing was an amazing city
, I trotted out.
Uh-huh? And what did you think of Vietnam?
.
Yeah I liked it a lot too
.
This one was obviously not fully trained in US foreign adventures because he neglected to ask me about Cambodia; or maybe he just had other things on his mind:
So, I hope you don't mind, but I have to ask: how can you afford to take a trip like that and not work for a year?
. I told him I was a computer programmer, I'd saved up for ten years, and yes it was quite a well-paid job.
I see, so it's a sort of once in a lifetime trip?
he said. [
Wow, this guy is
much
nicer
]. I told him,
yeah, or maybe I'll save up for another ten years
. The bit about the money went on for a while again.
Then it was next up:
So do you mind telling me what's in these bags?
he asked. Ok, I told him, mostly electronics and books in the small one, and mostly laundry in the big one.
You wouldn't happen to have any narcotics in them?
he asked.
No
, I responded,
I'm not that stupid
. Then he told me
It's just that we've got sniffer dogs back there, behind the carousel, and they seemed
very
interested in your bag. Can you think of any reason that might be?
I wondered if they might be trained to sniff out prescription drugs as well, but I just told him I had no idea why the dogs would be interested in my bag.
Did you smoke anything while you were travelling. Or were you around people who were?
he asked, then added
I don't care if you did, I just
really
need to know
. So I told him I'd been at a party where people were smoking, and he said
Well that's probably what it was: the dogs were probably just smelling it off your clothes. OK, you can go, and thank you for your honesty
. [
Well thank you for not strip-searching me or taking me off to Guantanamo
]. Then, just as I was picking my bags up, in a piece of pure Columbo, he asked me
Can you tell me: what was the thing you liked most about Vietnam?
He obviously thought he might catch me out, but all he did was to make my internal dialogue go into over-drive: [
Vietnam? Let me tell you about Vietnam. Let me see; is it the fact that they're Commies? Is it the fact they kicked your American butts? Is it the fact that they don't allow your nasty American companies to do business, like Coca Cola and Starbucks? No, wait, I've got it –
]
It was the food. I really like the food.
And that was it. Over an hour, I think, of intimidation and now I was free.
I am never
ever
coming back to this country again
I swore to myself, even if it does mean spending £300 more on the flight to avoid the place. Only an hour! What it's like when you really get in trouble is beyond me; I would not cope at all. The first thing I did when I got back to the civilian area of the airport was to find a bar and order a beer. The guy behind the bar asked me for ID! What a country! Do they really still think they are free? It certainly seems to be the most restrictive country of all those I visited. OK, it was only airports, but it left me with absolutely no desire to venture further into the country.
It was only as I was sitting drinking my beer that I realised that the whole story about the dogs must have been made up nonsense, intended to scare me and break me down, because there is
no way
that they would have let a bag go without searching it, when sniffer dogs had been all over it. Then I started wondering, could the big red
S
stand for
Scare
? What a bunch of bastards!
This is how I felt
written by
The Happy Couple
on January 28, 2010
from
Orlando
,
United States
from the travel blog:
Michael's Lonely post-Honeymoon
tagged
CertainDeath
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so your saying you might move there?
written by liam henry on July 20, 2010
Don't think they would have me. Did you get any hassle coming through? You look at least as dodgy as I do!
written by
The Happy Couple
on July 20, 2010
You've probably made sure you won't get back anyway :-)
written by Rosalyn faulds on July 20, 2010
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