weeeeeee!

Um, wow... has it really been 5 days? Things have been so much better... I went on an 8.2 mile hike on sunday with my mom and her friends Doug and Cathy... Doug and I trailed ahead... and the last half of it I jogged... did I mention I went bare foot? (It was a dare) Oh my god, it felt so good to finish. Every bit of it actually felt good, in an odd way. Pushing myself felt good. Pacing myself felt good. Being out of my head felt damn good. Granted, my legs didn't feel good today. But it gave me an excuse to take a luke warm bath in lavender oil. My mother has a yoga mat which i'm going to use tomorrow morning to stretch, and then i'm going back to run down Rockledge Blvd. A lot of people stopped trying to contact me after the Great facebook deletion. As terrible as I feel about having to do it, it actually feels good to not be swarmed with calls that I have to ignore, and messages that I have to erase... it's good to not have my focus drawn away from the things here. Now I can try to put it all behind me, and channel any remaining emotions through running. I would complain about how it's in the 40's/50's here, but I thought I heard somewhere that you guys got 8-11 inches of snow and well... look on the Bright side... snow is pretty! Hope all is good... You must be busy, take care of yourself... no brain emplosions, k?

Rockledge, United States